Eclipses and Ellipses

Put your ear to a life, any life, and there it is, the tell-tale tremolo, slur and slap of the unexpressed....Language makes me a stranger to my own life, forcing me to speak from both sides of my mouth. --Susan Mitchell, "Self-Portrait with Two Faces"

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Minsan tama ang sinasabi ng iba

Ito ang sinabi ni Eduardo Galeano tungkol sa pagkakaibigan:

"On the outskirts of Havana, they call friends mi tierra, my country, or mi sangre, my blood.

In Caracas, a friend is mi pana, my bread, or mi llave, my key: pana from panaderia, bakery, the source of wholesome bread to sate the hunger of the soul; llave, from . . .

'Key, from key,' Mario Benedetti tells me.

And he tells how, when he lived in Buenos Aires in times of terror, he would carry five alternate keys on his key ring: the keys to five houses, to five friends: the keys that proved his salvation."

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Ito ang sinabi ni Marguerite Duras tungkol sa pagnanasa:

"I acquired that drinker's face before I drank. Drink only confirmed it. The space for it existed in me. I knew it the same as other people, but strangely, in advance. Just as the space existed in me for desire. At the age of fifteen I had the face of pleasure, and yet I had no knowledge of pleasure. There was no mistaking that face. Even my mother must have seen it. My brothers did. That was how everything started for me-with that flagrant, exhausted face, those rings around the eyes, in advance of time and experience."

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At dahil hindi ko ito makanta kagabi/kaninang umaga sa labas ng Jade Valley, eto ang paborito kong kanta ng U2, galing sa Achtung Baby:

Who's Gonna Ride Your Wild Horses

You're dangerous 'cause you're honest

You're dangerous, you don't know what you want
Well you left my heart empty as a vacant lot
For any spirit to haunt

Hey hey sha la la
Hey hey

You're an accident waiting to happen
You're a piece of glass left there on the beach
Well you tell me things I know you're not supposed to
Then you leave me just out of reach

Hey hey sha la la
Hey hey sha la la

Who's gonna ride your wild horses
Who's gonna drown in your blue sea
Who's gonna ride your wild horses
Who's gonna fall at the foot of thee

Well you stole it 'cause I needed the cash
And you killed it 'cause I wanted revenge
Well you lied to me 'cause I asked you to
Baby, can we still be friends

Hey hey sha la la
Hey hey sha la la

Who's gonna ride your wild horses
Who's gonna drown in your blue sea
Who's gonna ride your wild horses
Who's gonna fall at the foot of thee

Oh, the deeper I spin
Oh, the hunter will sin for your ivory skin
Took a drive in the dirty rain
To a place where the wind calls your name
Under the trees the river laughing at you and me
Hallelujah, heavens white rose
The doors you open
I just can't close

Don't turn around, don't turn around again
Don't turn around, your gypsy heart
Don't turn around, don't turn around again
Don't turn around, and don't look back
Come on now love, don't you look back

Who's gonna ride your wild horses
Who's gonna drown in your blue sea
Who's gonna taste your salt water kisses
Who's gonna take the place of me

Who's gonna ride your wild horses
Who's gonna tame the heart of thee

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At dahil naka-post sa blog nina Jeline at Sistah, kinuha ko na rin ulit ang test na ito. Nakakagulat na hindi.


The Sudden Departure
Random Brutal Love Master (RBLMf)

Sweet. Dear. Loving. At Gate 18. Final call.

You are The Sudden Departure.

You've been in a lot of serious relationships. More than a few have ended ugly. Uglily. Whatever. Our guess is that you're a really fantastic girl who doesn't really know what she wants, and you've broken a few hearts as a result. You fall for people easily, and you enjoy the feeling of falling in love, but once you're there, either boredom or the old "grass is greener" syndrome sets in. The mind wanders, and with it goes the flesh. And then the toiletries.



We know you're not the classic "love 'em and leave 'em" type, at least not in a purely sexual sense. You have too many serious bonding tendencies for that. But even though you're theoretically looking to settle down, you don't settle long on one person. "Serial monogamist" is probably something you hear a lot. "Emotionally loose" is another way to put it. To the poor guys eating your dust and sniffing your panties, it doesn't really make much difference. Of course, it's not really your fault that people get hurt. You have every right to move on when you choose.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Backrubber, The Gentleman

CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail, someone just like you


4 Comments:

  • At 7:52 AM, Blogger merchant of menace said…

    oy, i've been listening to achtung baby recently too. I like that song, though these days i find myself relating more to "So Cruel" and "The Fly." wala lang.

     
  • At 2:11 AM, Blogger fanboy420 said…

    at dahil pinaalam mo sa akin kagabi na ang orig na tumugtog ng i dont wanna talk about it ay si Rod Stewart, sasabihin ko sayo na ang orig ng wild horses ay ginawa ng Rolling Stones. Rak on! \m/

     
  • At 12:40 AM, Blogger the city reader said…

    jo, i think i have, sort of. ;p

    carl, gusto ko rin ang so cruel. haha.

    at waps, ibang wild horses song yun, yung may "couldn't drag me away". =) ipapadala ko na pala yung dunn poem.

     
  • At 5:41 PM, Blogger fanboy420 said…

    Nyek! Oo nga ano! Kakapakinig ko lang sa U2 Wild Horses. Sabog pa rin sa galing! Ang saya dito sa Bangkok! Parang malaki at malinis na Quiapo!

     

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