Eclipses and Ellipses

Put your ear to a life, any life, and there it is, the tell-tale tremolo, slur and slap of the unexpressed....Language makes me a stranger to my own life, forcing me to speak from both sides of my mouth. --Susan Mitchell, "Self-Portrait with Two Faces"

Sunday, December 18, 2005

prosody of pain

You Are Best Described By...



Eye
By M.C. Escher

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That eye reminds me of the video of Nick Cave's "Into My Arms" that my friends and I watched last night. There's nothing more painful than watching close-ups of people, be they strangers or friends, trembling, their eyes welling up before their bodies explode in fits of sobbing.

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Letter to a Son at Exam Time
by Linda Pastan

May again
and poems leaf out
from this old typewriter
shading the desk in half light.
You at a college desk study different poems,
hold them warily by their dry stems—
so many leaves pressed to death
in a heavy book.

When you forget again
to call
it's poet and parent both
that you deny.
This is what I didn't know
I knew.

You woke up
on the wrong side
of my life.
For years I counted myself to sleep
on all the ways I might lose you:
death in its many-colored coat lounged
at the schoolhouse door, delivered
the milk, drove the carpool.

Now I catalogue leaves instead
on a weeping cherry.
It doesn't really weep,
nor do poets cry, so amazed
they are at the prosody
of pain.

You have a way with words yourself
you never asked for.
Though you disguise them
as best you can
in Gothic misspellings
there they stand in all their new muscle.
You will use them against me perhaps,
but you will use them.

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Prosody: the study of poetic meter and the art of versification.

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Salamat sa mga sumaklolo: na nagdala ng sangkatutak na pongkan at beer sa bahay; na nagpahiram ng libro at charger; na nagyaya kumain ng chocolate cake; na nagyaya manood ng Jeff Buckley at porn; na nagtext ng tula at 2 a.m.; na nakiiyak na rin pagkatapos kumain ng baked oysters. Malungkot at madilim ang Paskong ito, pero lubos ang pasasalamat ko sa mga tunay kong kaibigan.

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1 Comments:

  • At 11:23 PM, Blogger Unknown said…

    hallooo naya!! i miss you!!! i lost your email address.. can you email me? unpackblog@gmail.com. have some stuff to tell you and i want to hear about your past three months!!!!!!

     

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