Eclipses and Ellipses

Put your ear to a life, any life, and there it is, the tell-tale tremolo, slur and slap of the unexpressed....Language makes me a stranger to my own life, forcing me to speak from both sides of my mouth. --Susan Mitchell, "Self-Portrait with Two Faces"

Saturday, July 22, 2006

The more you try to erase me, the more that I appear

1. Move over, Sufjan, my mp3 player deserves a much-needed break from your whispery vocals and sexy banjo-plucking. This week's new obsession is Thom Yorke's solo venture, The Eraser. And while I'm not a big fan of electronic bleeps and music that sounds like it was generated by a musically capable computer, I knew I'd like this album from the few songs I heard in Elmo's car 2 weeks ago. "And It Rained All Night," which does sound like a textured and percussive downpour, was an instant favorite. So was the intense and political "Harrowdown Hill," written with Dr. David Kelly (the U.N. weapons inspector who supposedly committed suicide) in mind. But my top listen-to-it-over-and-over pick is "Atoms for Peace," with its offbeat rhythms and lovely lyrics. Yorke's voice soars when he sings "I wanna get out and make it work" and when he repeats "So many lies, so many lies, so many lies, so many lies, So feel the love come off of them and take me in your arms." Awww!

2. A midnight text from Egay:
"The traveller cannot love, since love is stasis and travel is motion. If he returns to what he loved in a landscape and stays there, he is no longer a traveller but in a stasis and concentration, the lover of that particular earth, a native." --Derek Walcott
And while I'm certainly taking this out of context, I'm not sure I agree. One need not be a native in order to love a particular patch of earth
. One can be a traveller and still love a specific place (Rizal and Hemingway come to mind). And I don't like the notion of love as being static, especially if it's love of another person. Steadfast pa siguro. Unwavering. But static? Nothing and no one is static; we are all virtual travellers in this world. For love to exist I believe it must move and embrace change and accompany people in the process of becoming. On second thought, maybe I'd better read Walcott's Nobel lecture na nga muna.

3. Lady in the Water was implausible and disappointing. And not for the lack of the twist I've come to associate with M. Night Shyamalan's films. I wish the mythical aspects/creatures were more culturally rooted and less random. I wish there had been less minor characters, or that they had been more rounded (how many stereotypes of the protective and foreigner-wary Chinese mother do we really need in Western films?). I wish the tone had been more consistently suspenseful, instead of veering into off-key and forcedly funny moments (oh Paul Giamatti, that milk moustache was below you). I wish the characters acted like real people and not like cardboard cutouts who instantly believe in the unlikely. And I wish the bedtime story aspect had been explored further. If the film had been a story within a story told by a fumbling and improvising parent, that would have justified the almost-haphazard narrative direction. The lady in the water's name is Story, for night's sake! Shyamalan could have made a strong statement about the power of storytelling and the ability of stories to change us and make us believe -- but I don't think he did it successfully in this film. One thing I did enjoy was when the arrogant critic (whose arrival coincides with the beginning of the film) gets killed off by the scrunt despite his unflagging belief in the salvation of minor characters. But on second thought, Dear Writer/Director, must you really kill the critics? We too are here for a purpose, in this story beyond your story.

5 Comments:

  • At 2:23 AM, Blogger xxx said…

    aalis ka na. yun. aalis ka na.

     
  • At 5:53 AM, Blogger Edgar Calabia Samar said…

    ngayong huling 2 araw, dahil sa bagyo, itong tatlong albums ang paulit-ulit kong pinapatugtog: the eraser ni thom yorke (bagay na bagay sa bagyo ang tunog, di ba he he he), under the iron sea ni keane at boy ng u2. re: quote from walcott, hindi rin ako sang-ayon, kaya nga may paper ako for chari's class: ang bayan ng mga lagalag. remember my thesis? tayong lumalakad nang matulin. dahil hindi tayo tumitigil umibig samantalang patuloy ang mga paglisan. dahil bakit nga ba umaalis ang mga nagtatrabaho sa ibang bansa? kahit may digmaan. kahit may karahasan (din) sa ibang bayan.

     
  • At 9:33 PM, Blogger anjeline said…

    i've started listening to thom yorke too. i'm amazed that his songs are so TENDER! even the electronic effects he uses are deliberately warm and intricate -- i'm betting he took the songs in bjork's vespertine as inspiration.

    your arguments are well put: but yes i agree that love is some sort of stasis, though not exactly spatial.

     
  • At 5:10 AM, Blogger mdlc said…

    hmm. ako nagustuhan ko 'yung lady in the water. para sa akin, madalas naililigtas (napatatawad?) 'yung mga ganu'ng pagkukulang dahil sa pagiging self-reflexive nito, self-aware sa pagiging kuwento.

    at isa pa: sa tingin ko, "a longing to stay" ang gustong iparating ni walcott dito sa "stasis." dahil tama, lahat lumilisan; at higit pa roon, tayo mismo, lumilisan, at hindi nga mapigil ang mga paglisan. pero siguro, ang pag-ibig, isang sapalaran laban sa mga paalam na 'yun? pag-asa? sana.

    last: oo nga, paalis ka na. isang matinding wazzzakan bago ka umalis, a?

     
  • At 10:40 PM, Blogger Unknown said…

    hey naya.. about walcott's poem... i dunno. sometimes i think that we're forced to keep ourselves in one place -- all this stuff about belonging reeks of the need to name and categorize ourselves. i guess it gives us some comfort. but what of spaces that have no place, and places that always move and escape being localized?

    and wowee. so scary, we're going to toronto next month!

     

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